After my rant and questioning of my self today, I decided that I needed some crafty therapy.
I give you the start of Perry's new blanket. It is a simple granny square that will keep going until the three balls of yarn are gone. Bernat Baby in the colorway Little Petunias with a size N hook. It is going quickly as this was about 10 minutes including time to refresh my memory on granny squares. Hopefully I can grab another 10 minutes or so tomorrow while the kiddos sleep.